Broken

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Four years ago,

I told myself that, that will be the last time that I'll cry.

Pero ngayon, nailabas ko na lahat ng luhang inipon ko sa loob ng apat na taon.

"Daddy, I miss you," bulong ko habang yakap yakap ang pinakaimportanteng bagay naibinigay siya saakin. Ang pulang teddy bear na binigay niya, apat na taon na din ang nakalilipas.

Pinunasan ko ang basang basa kong mukha. Ramdam na ramdam ko na namamaga na ang mga mata ko at humahapdi na. It feels like it's just my first time to cry.

People said that I should be happy because I'm lucky to kind of have everything.

Pero ano naman kung mayaman kami?

I don't need money. Money doesn't make me happy.

Ang gusto ko lang ay maayos na pamilya.

Gusto ko lang makaramdam ng pagmamahal.

Sawang sawa na ako sa ganitong buhay.

I need love, I want to be loved.

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[ new story, mehehe obviously. so I think, I'll be able to update faster than how I usually update my story :> so yeah, thank you!! ps. a simple support will be so much appreciated. :) ]