Save Me

Pain

First chapter I hope you enjoy it. Please comment if it's good or bad. I need your opinion

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"PLEASE ANDREW IM SORRRY!!!"As I felt the searing pain of the metal of his belt on my back this chains around my wrist were so tight I couldn't even feel them. As I thought to my self why does he do this to me I've never done anything to him he blames me for something I never did our parents loved us. Even though I was adopted they have always loved us equal it wasn't my fault that my father got killed and my mother killed herself. The sound of his zipper unzipping brought me back from my thoughts.

He ripped my cloths off and started tracing down my figer with his finger. It felt so grows under his touch I felt my breathe hitch when he made his way to my face, he grabbed my chin lightly looking into my eyes I looked back at his bright blue eyes twinkling when he kept looking at my pink lips he stared at me for a while intill his lips crashed into mine his hands stayed put on my waist.

When he pulled away he unbuckled my chains and literally dragged me upstairs into his room and threw me on the bed and grabbed a bunch of my hair and threw me to the wall, I heard cracks he broke my ribs.

"YOUR WORTHLESS  YOU'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH NO ONE AND I MEAN NO ONE WOULD EVER WANT SUCH A DISGUSTING THING LIKE YOU NO WONDER YOUR BIOLOGICAL PARENTS LEFT YOU NOW I KNOW HOW MUCH THEY HATED YOU!!!!" he spat spitting on my face slapping me leaving me bleeding from my lip.

Why me?
It wasn't my fault I was only 5 when they died.
Am I ganna die like this?
Is anybody gonna love me?
Why does he hate me so much?
All I ever did was care for him.

All this thoughts and questions were clouding in my head but I could feel the darkness taking me into a peaceful  sleep.

I woke up the next morning feeling my sides hurt like a mother the sun wasn't shining it was cloudy out my eyelids were really heavy. I rubbed my eyes yawning, getting up to do my you know what in the bathroom.

When I was done I went to my window and looked outside seeing a beautiful sceen of nature in front of me it was a beatiful stormy gray in the sky the little droplets on the window were so beautiful each droplet sparkling with the little sunlight  showing.

I couldn't resist going outside I hurried up and got dressed in black ripped jeans and a band tee with my converse and ran downstairs outside. It was a breathe taking view it was beatiful were me and my brother live there's a beatiful woods behind us.

I've always loved nature it calmed me down to hear the birds singing there calm songs the wind blowing the fresh sent of rain hitting the dirt, I closed my eyes letting the calm sounds and the refreshing scents of the woods surroundings.

My sides still hurt lucky he didn't throw me that hard to break my ribs I think the cracking sound was my neck popping when he grabbed me and let go of me harshly. After opening my eyes I started walking deeper in the woods seeing the cherry blossom tree's and there refreshing scent, I kept walking intill I found my thinking spot which usually just consists of a pond, beautifull flowers surrounding it and of course the cherry blossom tree's.

Right now I found my self enjoying the little drops that would fall into the pound making the water ripple because of the rain my cloths were almost soaking but I didn't care I've gotten use to it. We're I live it rains alot in the mornings and nights only through the afternoon the sun comes out in between the clouds.

Sometimes I wish I had a little brother or sister to look after not to be alone maybe they would love. I feel hopeless, useless but I know I have a purpose in life and no matter how cruel the world could be.