I Was Right Here.... ( Poem)

Drifting Apart.

'.......I love you more than I do.... '  

'...but watching you stand alone. All of my doubt suddenley

goes away somehow... One Step Closer.'

"..Lover don't you know, you so beautiful. You're inside my heart, you're inside my soul.

When I see you move and laugh the way you do, I am melting. Into. You. "

It is said that we don't, 

exactly, 

ever get to meet our soulmate in life. 

Some people tend to be the lucky ones. 

I knew for once from the start that no one would ever look at me. 

In the crowd, 

or even 

take a second glance. 

Because I always thought I was never worth it. 

( I mean who would look at a fat blob? )

You know the anticipation feeling of seeing me in the morning, 

Trying to glance at me secretly, 

the one you unknowingly write the first letter of my name on the edge of a notebook, 

or even ponder, 

'Did she notice or see me at all today?' 

thinking about every passes and a body languages, 

and secretly smile, again. 

But then reality hits, and these kind of guys only

exist in books and movies. 

Not until I met you. 

I want to talk to you. 

But, I don't have the real true guts. 

I wanna be firends, 

but then I think, 

you might think of me as a sore loser. 

Your time is slowly getting away, 

the first semester is halfway done, 

and it accelerates my heartbeat, 

knowing that I won't handle not 

seeing you again. 

Just once, I want to get that one word out of me infront of you, 

'Hi.'