Today just feels like a struggle
I know tomorrow will feel the same.
I'm tired, so tired of being tired.
Do you know how it feels?
Like self doubt, and loneliness?
It feels like you're heart
is being torn from your chest
Like a bullet breaking your skin.
Like there's over a million solutions for a problem
but you can't seem to get the answer.
That my friend is true pain
and once you've felt this
you'll never go back.
It will sit in the back of your heart
and no matter how well you're doing
or how many people love and care about you
It'll be back
You'll loathe yourself.
You'll try everything in your power to keep going
but in the end you'll realize
all you've ever really wanted...
Was to die.
