I really don't know what made people want to fall in love. Love just seemed like a jumble of emotions that nobody knows what to do with. And honestly I don't even think that half the people that say they are in love really know what it means to be in love. Love is an action not just a feeling. You have to be able to prove you are in love and the only way to prove that is commitment. Most guys, in my personal opinion are afraid of commitment, and once you mention it, they are gone like the wind, leaving no trace behind, proving in fact that they never loved you in the first place.
It may seem that I'm beeing a bit forward with this, but this is how I feel. Or felt anyway, before I met Him.
I don't know what it was about him that drew me close. I just knew that I couldn't be away from him. Everything he did was so captivating. It was like he was a part of me that I couldn't let go of and it was becoming a problem. When I met him every opinion I had on love seemed to disappear. I fell into this trance like state that made me believe that as long as he is with me then I will never feel pain again.......and boy was I wrong.
