Unconditional

Chapter 5

When I got to my car I sent a massive text to everyone saying that I was headed home. Usually, I would be enjoying my silent ride home but right now I'm thinking too damn much right now. So I turned on my stereo even though I was hearing a damn thing. Dionne was the first to text back saying everyone was coming to my house for the night. I text her back saying I didn't mind but I'd be sleep because I was very tired.

Then my phone started ringing. I glimpsed at the screen to see that it was Chris so I just let it ring. I got home quicker than I thought I would. I wasted no time parking my car and going in to my house. I started a load of laundry as soon as I got in. Then I went to take a shower. After my shower, I just put on a pair of boy shorts and a tank. I didn't even put lotion on, I  just got straight in to bed and shut off my light. I lied in bed wide awake for fifteen minutes before hearing cars pulling up. I had already told Dionne where I hid the spare key and told her to keep it, so I guess I can go to sleep now.

• Chris •

I waited about two hours before I finally showed up at Kim's. Everybody was already sleep except for Dionne. I called her to open up the door for me.

"Kim was sleep before we got here, so don't wake her up," Dionne warned me.

"So where am I suppose to sleep? In the guest room?"

"Nigga you should know by now that that is my room. And I didn't say you couldn't sleep in there, just don't wake her."

I just nodded and headed upstairs. Kim's room door was closed as always but not locked. I walked in the room, shutting the door quietly behind me. I didn't turn on the light because Kim is sensitive to the light. And I didn't not want any problems with Dionne. I just took off my clothes and climbed in to bed.

Kim stirred in the bed, "Chris is that you?" she asked in a raspy voice.

"Yeah," I whispered.

"Okay, well I'm going back to bed."

"Kim?"

"Yeah."

"I love you." It came out barely above a whisper.

"What?"

"I said I love you. I should've told you that a long time ago and I wasn't gonna show you until I had my shit together. Truth is I still don't but I feel like I'm losing time to."

I waited for a response but there was none. I though she went back to sleep.

"Kim?"

"I heard you. What more do you want me to say? You already know that I love you. Do you need to hear it again?" she spoke softly, "Chris," she said resting her palm on my cheek caressing my skin with her thumb, "I love you too."

I felt like I had to seal what I said so I kissed her. She didn't push me away either. I was getting hard being this close to her. It's always been like this but it was frustrating being this close and not being able to feel her. She started to tongue me down. I smiled while we were kissing. She wrapped her leg around mine and placed her hand on my chest. I let my hand lightly brush her thigh and she rubbed her hand up and down my body. I gripped the back of her thigh, pulling her closer to me.

She broke our kiss and started planting kissed all over my chest.

"Kim?" I asked cautiously.

"Hmmm?" She hummed still kissing me.

"Can I feel you? I can make you feel good." She didn't respond, she just continued to do her thing so I took that as a green light to proceed with my own. My intentions were not to take her virgin until she was ready but to give her some pleasure.