Lost

Happy Birthday

For everything to stay exactly how it is.My wish should come true soon enough I guess, but I blow my candles out and look around as everyone is clapping and smiling then I look into the eyes of my twin and see that it's her birthday too and laugh. Hi I'm May, I'm 13 years old and I've came a long way from where I started. I guess I should start from the beginning. Last year September 6th I turned 12. I guess it wasn't much of a big step in life but it was sorta big to me. I was finally 12. I wasn't just 1 number away from 10 no more. "Oh my god, I can't believe this is happening, I'm actually 12!!" But that joy only last for a few minutes. Things started to hit me...HARD! "Am I ready to me 12, will 12 accept me,will I accept 12?" All were questions that i had no answer to. I have everything a girl could ever want a big house,a pink glittery room, a cute puppy, and that wasn't even the best part of my life. I always thought of things on the beneficial side, at 10 I helped community services clean up beaches , at age 8 I helped paint walls to show meaning in our worlds, and at age 11 I helped build homes for ones in need. I never got to live a fun baby lifestyle, yea what I did was amazing and I wish I could do it 100 more times but wen I say fun I mean spend time with the family. Everybody's always busy and working, so I put myself to work as well I had the money so I helped my town. Until one night I was cleaning.