I know 'Xiat' is a song by Trevor Moran but it gave me a good for this chapter. Play this while reading...song Xiat
Zayn P.O.V
Just another day and everything I had just fainted away. I use to have everything I wanted to popular, have a nice long relationship, graduate and go to college also have a great family bond. But now nothing, oh yea I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Zayn Malik I'm 18 and I'm graduating next month from highschool. I use to be a somebody but now I'm a nobody. Is there something wrong me. Is it that I broke up with the hottest girl in school, is it that I broke her little heart which I didn't mean to but everyone cares about her more than me or is it that I came out to my mum and baba that I am gay. It was hard to tell them but I've feel like I was falling lately just thinking that life was just a marry-go-round and how much my life was affected by being gay.
My baba can't even barely talk and look at me. My mum can't be in the same perimeter as me and the school found out some how so I just got pick on everyday. The only person who support me was one of my sisters Doniya. But that doesn't keep people bullying me of my sexuality and calling name like 'fag' and any other things you can think of. So now here I am sitting on the edge of the bridge looking down getting ready to jump into the big body of water not knowing how deep it is. People just passing me just not caring on what I was doing acting like I wasn't there like they wouldn't care if I just disappeared. But this time I didn't care I was ready to disappear. My tears were rolling down my cheeks because I knew that I couldn't live this life anymore. I usually ignore people bullying me but today it was worse.
Flashback
"Hey guys look at the fag" this jock name Josh. Yea the big bad Josh everyone is afraid of him except for me. He is the captain of the football team. Anyway I quickly walked out the exit not trying to listen to his mouth again and quickly brush off the words he said to me. The more and more people I pass the more names that I've heard. So I quickly ran to my bus stop. Luckily nobody at my school goes to the same bus stop as me besides Doniya. I usually wait for her but I was ready to leave.
Just one more day to the weekend and I can be alone in my room. I got onto the bus and decide to make an extra stop to the arts and crafts store so I can get some supplies since I like drawing in my room. And that's the only way how I express my feelings. I was leaving the arts and crafts store and I got everything that I wanted. I decide to walk home since I was only a few block away from home.
The sun was setting and I had this weird feeling that someone was following me. I look back and saw no one and I sigh in relief. But when I turned back around to keep on walking to my house it was a guy with a grey hoodie on in front of me. Something in me couldn't make myself run across the street and run home. I tried looking at his face but it was covered. Not even 5 seconds later I was shoves up in the wall in the alley. I tried to scream but nothing came out.
"You know it's dangerous for a fag walking here alone in the streets at night" he said in a low husky evil voice with a cold chuckle at the end
I couldn't say nothing I was paying attention to his other hand which was in his pocket. By I could've sworn I heard that voice before.
"What's wrong a cat got your tongue" he spoke again
"W-what's in y-your h-hand" I finally managed to stutter out
"What hand?" he asked "Oh you talking about this hand" he said pulling out a gun
I was shaking tremendously and a tear roll down my cheek
"OK why you crying"he said with another cold chuckle at the end while whipping my tear off with the gun
I looked down not trying to have eye contact with him. I look down at his shoes thinking who shoes could it be and it pop up in my head, it was the one and only Josh. I look up fright
"Josh" I said
"You finally figured" he said back now revealing his face
"Why are you doing this?" I choked out
"Why am I doing this hmm" he said tapping the gun on his chin showing that he is thinking but everybody know he doesn't think at all "because everyone hates you" he said pushing the gun to me temple hand "and you know I'm right"
For a jock he was right
"Please , just let me go" I said trembling
"Hmm let me think no" he said yelling at my face
I kicked him in the gut which made him bend down and ran as fast as I could which lead to the bridge I always been to since I got pick on about my sexuality.
End of flashback
Here I'm am now hopeless. I didn't mind calling my parent because. I know that they didn't care. I looked up and the sun was rising and no one was around me. My eyes was puffy and red. I made my decision that I was going to jump. I started to lean forward but then I saw a black figure sitting right next to me. I looked right next to me but I didn't see nothing. I looked back down at the water and it look like it was speaking
"I can't hear you" I said
"Don't do it" the black figure spoke
"Why shouldn't I?" I said leaning even more forward
"Because I wanna help" it spoke again
"No you don't" I said while tearing up
"Yes I do"
"Okay then prove it" I said while a tear rolling down my cheek but I didn't get a response "Exactly" I said leaning forward and falling off but someone caught the back of my shirt and it was the black figure. I looked back again forgetting I couldn't see him but only in the water. I was push back up to where I was sitting
"Yes I do" the black figure said while it disappear
I was shocked that the black figure save me. I was shocked that all people that it saved me, which I don't think it's a human.
"Zayn!" I heard Doniya and face her since she was running calling my name
Comment below if you think I should do songs with the other chapter or not.
