i don't even know where to start to be honest no one is probably reading this:
Insecurities questions and thoughts:
1. why aren't my teeth straight yet?
2. why is everyone prettier than me?
3.why isnt my stomach flat, i skipped breakfast and everything
4.where are my cheekbones?
5.why do i have spots?
6.why is hair not doing what its told?
7.omg i hope no one saw me trip slightly, what if they did? what if they are laughing at me in there heads? what is they're telling their friends?
8. i hope my makeup looks okay
9.why am i even here, doing this?
10.why arent i loved?
11. i dont want to talk to you right now but i have no choice so hi
12.no one noticed that i didnt say anything all lunch or break
13.do my clothes look okay?
14.do i smell okay?
15.god i hope you like rain and lightning because my heads a storm
16.crap that what was the english homework?
16.go fuck yourselves
17.i want to die
18.no i dont
19.if there was a gun in my hand right now there would be no hesitation to pull the trigger
20.every song reminds me of you
