The Desprate Harry

chapter 1

The train stops at 9 3/4 train station with many parents waiting outside.

"Harry what are you doing this summer," asked Hermoine, I turned to her and thought, "oh ill probably just do homework and relax," I said leaving out the fact that I probably will do non of those and instead pack and leave because there is no way I'm staying in that house for one more day.

"oh well have fun," she said running to her parents Ron behind her.

I turn and go to the muggle train station seeing my 'family' waiting for me, I walk over when I'm pulled by a strong hand and dragged out, " you and your freakiness is insulting to our normal ways, I will beat the freak out of you when we get home" my uncle says, here we go I should hide my wand before they take my trunk. we get in the car with Dudley whining about how he had to pick me up, please If it was my choice I would've gone somewhere else.

we finally reach the house, getting out of the car I see my uncle take the trunk and lock it in the cupboard like always but I have my wand that I removed the trace from, going to a dark store is useful sometimes. I go to my room before they have time to continue the abuse, I lock my room with magic and make it so they ignore me, some spell I found in books; yes I read funny.

I have no time to waste it's my fifth year soon and I need to help my godfather and moony so that we could live together. first, I need to take them away from the paws of dumb as a door, I can't believe I thought he was a good person before I found out he sent me here on purpose so I could be weak when I come back to Hogwarts, I frowned my brows at the thought.

I take Hedwig out of her cage and send her out to fly for a bit putting protective charms on her and a notice-me not spell, I can't have her getting injured shes my best friend. I look at the time on the beat-up clock in my rook and sigh, it's already 7, ill wait for Hedwig to come back, and then ill head to bed, but for now.. let's practice wandless magic.

I sit on the floor, and close my eyes, concentration on finding my core...aimlessly I walk thousands of doors in front of me, let's see I try to remember what doors I went through already, oh right I already finished half of them when I was already at Hogwarts, let me pick a door at random, door number 9999 I think this would probably work hopefully.

I get in and find a huge ball of green light, oh my god I found it, I smile and jump up and down, I did it; I walk closer and try to touch it, I need to be able to channel this energy without the need of a wand. my figures grace the core and a wave of magic washes over me, this...this type of magic I never felt it before, it feels so refreshing. 'crack' whats this sound 'crack' again where is it coming from, I look around and see my core, there is something holding it, its breaking.

panic washes over me, what's wrong what did I do. I turn and run trying to regain consciousness, but the vessel is breaking, I run faster and faster, the door is right there. 'crack crack crack' i turn around and see it, oh merlin it broke, the door is right there, no I wouldn't reach, magic washes over me.

what is this feeling, this calmness is nerve-wracking, I need to get out, I reach the door and open it.

I open my eyes and I see my room, how long has it been, I look up at the clock and it's already 5 am. is Hedwig here, I look at the window and she is here! "Hi Hedwig how was flying" she tilts her head 'it was good, I hate 4 mice', "that's amazing Hedwig, no one tried to hurt you right", 'no your charms worked' i laughed....wait did she speak, am I imagining things "Hedwig are you speaking right now" 'yes, I thought you knew, "oh I'm losing my mind, I'm probably sleeping" I pinch my self "ouch" 'you arent sleeping or losing your mind you probably unlocked an ability while searching for your core' she explains "that makes sense, thank your explaining".

"Hedwig we need to pack we are going to the bank" 'ok' she replies. I look around my room and go out of the room to get my trunk before anyone wakes up, I walk down the stairs, careful not to step on a squeaky tile. I let out a breath of air when I realize that I reached the bottom.

I use my wand to open the door of the cupboard and shrink my trunk so I can carry it easier up the stairs. I walk up the stairs and go into the room locking it again with magic. I take out my trunk and enlarge it, "Hedwig are you ready" 'yes' she replied "that's good we will be leaving after I pack", I take out my wand and wave it around using it to pack faster, I need to leave before anyone wakes up.

I find in 10 minutes and look at Hedwig, she gets into her cage as if she read my mind. I walk over there and grab her cage "are you ready Hedwig", she tilts her head and nods her head. I walk out leaving a note saying not to look for me, I laugh not as they will.

goodbye, I wish I never see you again.

I'm making changes cause this story is lowkey cringe so it might take some time I'm sorry