You Can Escape

History Repeating

When you were younger everyone told you, you can't run from your self. But forgetting and remaking yourself. That doesn't make it any better. You turn and look at the clock, 4:17. Regretting. Thinking. Wanting. Pondering. Waiting. You can't stop thinking. Thinking...about him. He left 2 years ago, saying he would be back. Still waiting. You can remember him so vividly. His face. His hair. His eyes. Him. You loved him. But you were too scared to tell him. Even though everyone told you how he felt about you. You never could come up with the courage to tell him. He left though. After everyone told you how he felt, he left you there. Alone. He was the one that was there for you through everything up, and down. He never left your side. You helped each other through everything. Talked all day during school. And texted the whole time after. He told you a month before the move. You didn't believe him at all. The day came. Tears streaming down your face. He wiped them away. The scene kept playing in your head. History repeating in your head. Hoping it won't come true again. You just wish for him to come back. But hope is a very strong word in your book. Crying all over again. Like it happened yesterday. You always know crying makes you tired. You look at the clock again. 5:58. Your alarm goes off in 2 minutes. Then its the new school year. You're a junior this year. You're going to hate it. New year. You only went to that school because your family and his family were close. So they sent you two to the same school. You guys went on vacations and trips often. Before the accident. Everything was perfect and happy between you two. The crash ruined it. He... He...