I may always seem happy but in reality I'm just hiding the biggest frown with the smallest smile. I try not to show my real feelings just so I can keep others happy and no one will worry about me. I'm happy I can help others... I just wish others could help me.... I try to let people in but it's just hard for me because I have trusted many people but I have lost their trust so fast... There are very few people that I let in to all my secrets that I keep behind that small smile... I just wish I could let more people in but I can't... I don't really have trust for anyone anymore. And you are one of the few that I let in to know all my secrets....
