And do you think of me at night?

I still wish we could have made it right

You can't say that I never tried

You can't say that I never tried

Cause every time I ran, I ran to you

I meant it every time I said I loved you

I kiss the thought of you and I

I still regret the day that we said goodbye

And do you think of me at night?

I still wish we could have made it right

We can't say that we never tried

I guess everything seems more clear

Here on the other side

And if you're wondering, I'm great

I'm stronger now, but still the same

My love for you it will remain

My friend...

credit: The Other Side,Tonight Alive.

I go backstage; Still pumped... My bandmate takes us to a bar to celebrate being on Warped Tour. He hands me a little bit of Cocaine. "Try this." He says. "No." I say. "It feels amazing." Do It.

"No." I say.

"JUST DO IT!!" They all chant..

I try it; Snorting it up my nose.. Giving me a sensation i've never felt.. I look over to see a phone video taping my mistake.

Demis Point Of View:

I go on twitter.

MyLastHopexo: HAVE YOU SEEN YOUR GIRLFRIENDS VIDEO!??!?! you.tube./asdfghjk;l[pdgjgdoijg

I watch the video of her snorting up cocaine.

Tears form in my eyes. I pick my phone up and dial Athena's number. She dosent answer.

I call again. But my manager calls to innterupt me. "Demiiii! Dont forget youre on Ellen today!" She says chirpy. "Yeah." I say. "Time to get in the Limo. it comes at 1:00." She says. I look at the time. 12:45. I change into my Misfits shirt and skinny jeans and walk outside with papz. 

DEMI WHAT DOYOU THINK ABOUT ATHENA DOING COCAINE?!

DEMI!!

I ignore them.. When I get to the Ellen show they do my makeup. Ellen talks for 20 minutes and says Singer of the song Give Your Heart a Break... We welcome... Demi Lovato!!

I walk out waving... The crowd claps. I sit on the chair across from Ellen.

"Howdy!" I say.

"Hi" She says. "How are you doing?" She says. 

I smile. "Pretty good. Working on my new album." I say.

"Have any secrets?" Ellen says. I laugh. "No sorry. I cant tell you."

After 10 minutes of interviewing. We get to the good part.

"How are you and Athena? " She asks. "Were amazing. Engaged." I say.

Ellen shows the video of the engagment on the big screen.

The crowd awes.

After a while we play a game. that I lose. then we perform.

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