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abnegation n.

Luhan watches Sehun move gracefully across the room,the complete converse of the way he walked awkwardly through anywhere that was not the dance floor. He moves with grace Luhan did not think possible. He moves like the air itself, free-flowing, without bounds or bonds holding him down. He twists his body with ease, and his head snaps to the right, his eyes meet Luhan's and Luhan is frozen in the spot, can't seem to take his eyes away from the strange fire in Sehun's. Luhan forgets about everything except the fluid motions of Sehun's body and the eyes locked onto his. He notices the fluidity, the the flow, the flux of his movements,but he does not notice where it is headed,where it is directed, until Sehun is right in front of him, and he's looking up, right into the tall boy's eyes. The music stops. Everything stops, except for their equally heavy breathing, their eyes searching the other's.

Luhan breathes out a, "You were great. You should go shower so we can leave," and the moment is broken.

banal adj / baleful adj.

It's dangerous, Sehun decides, the way this has become normal for them.

They are avoiding it again,skirting around what needs to be discussed, carefully choosing their words to fit in the puzzle,when all they really want is to stomp on the puzzle, and throw it in the air, and stomp on it some more when it lands on the ground.

"Then he said this thing and I was thinking---"

Luhan continues on with a normal banter.

It's dangerous, Sehun decides, how tempted he is to kiss Luhan.

It's dangerous, Sehun decides, how the temptation has become a normal thing for him.

confluence n.

This was unplanned. Neither had guessed that anything similar would happen.

It was a normal day. They had practice, practice ended,they went out, ate lunch, get some bubble tea on the way back to quench Sehun's thirst, and they arrived back at the practice room earlier than everyone else. They sat at their corner, their back against the mirrored wall, staring into the reflections across the room.

Neither is sure who reached out first, maybe it's Sehun, maybe it was Luhan. Either way,their hands end up intertwined without a word spoken. They stare into the eyes of the other's reflection, a question asked silently, acceptance given without a word.

Sehun leans over, pressed his lips experimentally against Luhan's, and something sparks in Luhan, and his drink falls forgotten to the side, smashes against the mirror, but LuHan doesn't care, his hands are wrapped around SeHun's neck, and he's kissing him like the world is about to end (and LuHan thinks that it will unless he doesn't kiss him harder) and SeHun's reciprocating each tiny motion, and never has LuHan felt more connected to anyone, never has he felt or been more at one with anyone than he did with SeHun in that moment.

denouement n.

"I love you."

efflorescence n.

It's a plethora of kisses, and hugs, and those three words they cannot seem to repeat enough times.

It is a glut of blushes, shy glances, and bold words.

It is an abundance of feelings, of happiness, of the feeling of finally.

feisty adj.