Forgotten Alice

Welcome To Our Dark Asunder

Your late. You've always been late , haven't you? You've been late to work. You've been late for school. You've been late to a special event. Your always late. Well...you won't be late anymore. What do I mean by that you say? Oh dear , you really are a clueless one , aren't you? I guess you'll just have to sit back and enjoy the story until you understand the meaning of my words. But know this , every word you speak , you cannot take back , no matter how baddly the guilt hits you. So sit back , and listen to the story , and remember the only rule in Wonderland. You cannot take back your spoken words...No Matter What... Now , let's get on with the story , shall we?

I..I didn't mean to..I didn't want to do it , I swear. The animals eyes , their looking right at me , wrapping the guilt around my heart once more. Its pure white fur damaged from the dark shade of liquid that dripped from its own body. I didn't mean to. "Alice.. Why did you do this?" My sister asked , strict and emotionless. I never looked up to see her pained face. I only looked down at the white rabbit , tears forming as I watched the blood drip onto the colorless grass. "I didn't mean to.." I whispers in a low tone. I didn't want to do it. Someone...someone told me to. I don't know who , but I didn't mean to. Its not my fault."Alice , I will ask you once more , why did you kill it?". I shook my head , not able to answer her question. She wouldn't believe me. She never believed me. "I didn't mean to.." I said once again. She stood there for a few moments before bending down and smaking her hand across my face. "Useless. Your grounded. Go home now." She said. I looked at the rabbit once more , letting its eyes fill the inside of my mind. I followed my sisters command and slowly walked to our home , holding the rabbit's chained clock in my bare hands. The clock I found around it's neck.

Tick..Tick..Tick..Tick. Thats all I heard inside my empty bedroom. Tick..Tick. I closed the golden clock and rubbed it's degin that was implanted onto the metal. The degin was of a red heart with a line through it , dividing the heart onto two , separately one from the other. Once I had closed the clock , the room instantly went silent , blending in with the mood of the darkness that surrounded me. It was almost midnight. I was hungry. My sister had banned me from having any food until I explained to her why I killed the white rabbit. But she never listened. I tried to explain to her that someone told me to , that my mind had killed him not me , but she didn't believe me. I only got angrier and angrier everytime I heard her voice say "stop lying to me". I didn't like that she thought I was lying all the time....I didn't like her. She...needs to just go away. Or I need to run away. Thats what I thought every time I heard her say my name.she...I needed to be gone.*Dong!Dong!Dong!* The clock stroke midnight.

The sun blinded my sight as I walked out of the dark house. Once I finally collected my vision , my eye sight was completly filled with the bright , beautiful trees and mountains that blocked the sun just a bit. The shadow casted down to the surface , leaving the cold fresh air to blow past every living thing in sight. This was the first time I had ever experienced something like this in years. A smile crepped upon my face as I stepped away from the doorway , ignoring the fact that my older sister had grounded me. I let the cold air wisp away all my fears and worries so very easily. I felt as if my feet would lift off the ground in an instant. I found myself walking through the warm , damp grass , unaware of where I was going. As my mind dropped from the clouds , I felt something cold hit the bottom of my foot as I took a step forward. I looked down to see something I was very familiar with. It...it was the rabbits pool of blood. The rabbit was surprising missing. Where did it go? I looked around my area , but there was no fuzzy white rabbit in sight. As I looked around , I noticed something along the side of the puddle of blood. There were foot prints. And it was the rabbits! I took a glance up ahead to see only a long path with bloody streaks and paw prints that followed. The memories from yesterday flashed through my blank mind. I didn't mean to. I shook my head vilontly as I followed the bloody path. "Alice! Alice where are you!?" I heard from a distance. I knew who it was. But I'm not going back. Never...

As I followed the path of bloody foot prints , I felt as if my body had gotten heavier. The cold air stopped. The trees stopped dancing with the wind. It felt like everything that I had just witnessed disappeared all of a sudden. The sky lustfully lost its color , the grass slowly dropped downwards. The whole earth came to a complete stop. I felt my feet stop moving unintentionally. But I couldn't look down. My vision was to focused on what was going on around my location. It had felt like someone was weakly calling my name along with the silent wind. The voice got closer and closer as I slowly took a few steps closer. "Alice..." The voice whispered. But my mind was to distracted to comprehend what was going on. That voice. It was a women's voice. 'How do you know my name' I thought to myself. "Because your our hero..." The voice said. Her sweet low tone had completly wrapped itself around my mind , fogging any memory of what I had of her voice.

Suddenly , I felt something cold instantly hit the bottom of my feet , as if cold air had presserd itself onto me. My stomach instantly dropped as I felt my body weigh itself down. My vision suddenly fell down to what was happening underneth me...I was falling. Finally being able to comprehend was happening I quickly screamed , holding my self seeking protection. But it was no use. I felt like I was going to throw up as my body twisted and flipped in the air thanks to the afinallysure. What the hell did I fall in!? As I fell through the unknown , I realized how far deep this thing was. It had been about maybe 1 minute of my screams of horror , but I hadint hit the bottom yet. I slowly began to stop my insane screaming as I looked up. The colorless sky was no longer in sight. I felt my heart suddenly drop as I felt a sudden heat fogg my brain. Then as I looked down...I noticed that I was finally going to hit rock bottom. I instantly shut my eyes closed , holding my self along with my screams surrounding my ears. I waited for a few seconds for the pain to shoot through my body , but to my surprise , I felt nothing. It took me a lot of courage to finally open. And what I saw... Was something I never wanted to experience ever again...