Pain is all around us
More of it is inside of me
Im suffering from this pain
While i huff and puff
People say i think im tough
But im just feeling a pain thats rough
Im afraid to fear
I act like I dont care
But I do
But pain stops me
Im afraid to love
Im afraid to be vulnerable to someone i love
Because once i do that they can just break me
If they break me ill feel like they hate me
In the end im confident
I wont allow anyone to bend me or break me
Im gonna fully make amends with my cousin
He caused me pain
I don't know what he gained from it
In public we arent really family
Outside of school we family
I find it hard to believe
People cause me pain thinking its a game
Then im left all alone
To tame it all on my own
No one cares to hear my cry
I walk alone with a smile
Thinking I know what happiness is
Second guessing everything I ever did
