I ran from the schools parking lot with tears streaming down my face like a water fall in Nigeria-falls. I didn't care people were starring at me, I didn't care the the schools sluts were laughing and pointing at me, I didn't care that me running from all this humiliation was making me even more weak than I am. On of this mattered, all I wanted to do was, roll in to a ball and disappear. I didn't bother turning around and looking but I can hear some foot steps behind me,

"Slow down Adelina,please hold on." said Carly, she was the last person I expected to care and here she was running after me so she could comfort me?

"Where are you going school is not over yet said Carly once she caught up to me.

"Didn't you hear what all those people were saying about me, or do you just not care?" I asked once I was sure my brain was functioning enough to make a sentence. I didn't care whether she responded or not and I didn't have the energy to stand there and wait for it to I have to get out of here.

"Can you at least talk to me, please I know I haven't always been there for you but it's also not my fault that your fat." she snapped coming near me with eyes full of hate and anger. At this point the only thing running through my mind was either punch this girl or run, and just as always I chose the easy one afraid of consequences.

Sometimes I hate my self for being so weak, but I cant help it, I was never the violent one and I would love to stay that way. I crossed the street not bothering to look, I didn't care if I got hit by a car or not< maybe it is an easy way out of all this disappointments in my life. but of course I want never happens and I wasn't lucky enough to get hit by a car. once I crossed the street I headed for the one place where I know I will be safe from all of my worries, the library about seven to eight blocks from school, right when I was about to enter the library my sisters words ran in my head,'i have never been there for you,' dam right she has never been there for me and why would she care now after almost Six years.

"Hey, Honey, what brings you here so early in the morning, don't you have school today?" asked Ms. Lavistkey, who I came to love as my own mother over these few years, ever since I've lost my parents. She was always there for me, wiping my tears away and telling me that some day things are going to change and get better, all of-course which I never believed but I always let her words sooth me and relax me at all the times I needed them, like now. i sat down on a chair besides her and started telling her every thing while she just ran her small chubby short finger through my hair. It wasn't until half way through telling her what happened that I realized I was crying again and to my surprise there are tears still flowing out of my eyes. I thought by now I would have ran out of tears and will probably die from dehydration.

"I don't want to be here any more I want to go some where where I don't have to see all of this people and my sister too." I sobbed not caring that I was in the library.

"Baby girl it's okay." she soothed again with her so gentle words. I couldn't help but cry harder. Why is she nice to me , every one hated me and her she is holding me like a five year old girl and letting me cry my little heart out on her lap. I'm too fat and ugly, I have nothing to offer yet here she is taking care of me like a mother should, and she didn't even have to do that.

I loved Ms. Lavistkey, because she so much reminded me of my grand mother and she was the only person that I could be my self around and wouldn't tell me how ugly or fat I am and that made me lover here even more. And that when an idea rushed in to my mined and almost made me jump of the sudden rush that I felt.

"I'm gonna go down to New-York and live with my grand parents for a while, I have some allowances moneys saved and it shouldn't be that hard." I said now suddenly looking up at Ms. Lavistkey for the first time since I started crying.

"That is fine, my dear and if you need help with any thing just ask me and I will help you, sweetheart." she said before planting a very soft yet sweet kiss on my forhead.

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