Sex Diary 4

Chapter 2 (Back Home)

Hey girl, what you doing? Nothing much, bored as hell. I wanted to ask for a small favor, I said. What's up? I wanted you to go to New York with me. Why? I need to help a friend and I need to be in New York to do it. When you wanna go? Today if you can. That's cool, I ain't got shit to do. Cool, im about to pack a bag and ill pick you up in an hour. I know it's not much I can do to help Olivia but im going to at least try. Hopefully Terrell's partner still at the department. While im back home, ill check on my mama. I feel bad I moved and I can't sit with her every day. I know she's looking down on me and she's proud. I hate to go back to New York but I have to. How long you going to be gone, Jayson asked? Just for a few days, I said. I don't want you to go. I'll be back, I promise. I'm just going to visit my mother and take care of a few things. I'll be gone for 3 days, 4 just to be on the safe side. Can I go? No, you can't go with me. I promise when I get back you can find somewhere for us to go, just me and the coolest son on the planet. We can go anywhere? Anywhere you wanna go to. Ok, be safe out there. Yes sir, I said. I'll help you with your bags, Jayson said. Y'all see why I love this boy? I'm proud to have him as my son. Have a safe trip baby, Jaylen said. I will, ill call you when we make it. Ok, I love you. I love you too. Take care of my babies and don't give Morgan any sweets. I mean it Jaylen.

I headed to Brit's house to pick her up. I'm glad she only stays 5 minutes away from us. You ready to ride out? Let's roll, Brit said. Sooo, Q been emailing me lately. That's why we going to New York? Hell naw, im going to help out a friend. Who? The girl Olivia I told you about. Aw, help her out how? To make a long story short, she in jail for killing her husband and his side nigga. Rewind that, Brit said. Her husband was cheating with a man girl? And she killed both of them. Girl killed them in the most fucked up way ever. How you going to help her? I know I can't get her out so im hoping I can at least get her time shortened. You know that's impossible right? It may be but im willing to still try. I think you wasting your time Crystal. I still wanna try. What coming to New York going to do? I'm hoping I can get Terrell's partner to help. What? Yeah, im hoping he can do something to help. Pull over, Brit said. What? You must have forgot what we did? I'm more than sure police been looking for Keenan. They gave you a week to do what you needed to do and then they were going to arrest him. We killed him so im sure they been looking for your ass. You about to go to them to help this girl who clearly can't be helped. You basically turning yourself in right now. If they put 2 and 2 together, your ass going down. If your ass go down, my ass going down too. You overthinking all of this, I said. They won't suspect we did anything to Keenan. Crystal im trying to tell you this is a bad and stupid idea. How you know they haven't found Keenan in all this time? You don't have Terrell no more so you don't have that legal help no more. When he was here, you saw what was coming ahead of time. Now you don't know what the hell could be coming your way. Everything will be fine, trust me. Take me back home, im not trying to be a part of this shit. Are you serious right now? Hell yeah im serious. I'm not about to go down because you trying to help this girl. Fine, ill go by myself.

I can't believe Brit was tripping like this. She was all in when it came down to killing Keenan and moving out here. She just overthinking all of this right now. I'm cool with going back home by myself. I dropped Brit off back at home and went to New York alone. I didn't tell Jaylen im going alone, he would have wanted me to come back. The whole ride home, I kept thinking how can I help Olivia. I hope im able to do something to help her. I slick feel responsible for all of this. If I wouldn't have put in her head to follow him and stuff, she wouldn't have found out none of this. Dominic was a smart man; he knew she would accept whatever he told her. She believed everything he said to her until she started hanging out with me. I mostly feel bad for her daughter. I mean, she don't have her mother or father. I know how painfully that shit can be growing up. I been driving for 4 hours and I was tied as hell. I don't know why I thought this drive won't be a problem. Maybe because Brit ass supposed to be with me. Hey baby, Jaylen said. Hey! How far are you? Still got maybe 10 hours or 11 hours to go. You not gon stop and rest? I didn't plan on it really. Just get a room, get some rest, and get back on the road in the morning. I should be passing a hotel soon. What my babies doing? Jayson just put Morgan in the bed. You didn't give her any sweets did you? No baby, she only had fruit and apple sauce. Water? No, I didn't give her any water. You know she gets one bottle of water a day. I'll make sure she has it tomorrow. I'll call you when I leave out in the morning. Ok, I love you. I love you too.