"Ugh...I hate you why do you always do this.You drive me nuts, were over." "But Cameron I'm sorry."
"No it's too late were done."
"But Cameron I love you, I always will. I'm sorry I'll never do it again."
"No, you've had your chances and you blew em. I don't know if I can ever trust you again."
"But..."
"No, Gabby were through."
I ran outside the apartment balling my eyes out.
"I'm so dumb." I whispered to myself .
I knew this would happened yet I still lied to him he didn't deserve to be lied to, I need to appologize, I'll text him.
~Cameron I'm sorry I told you I wasn't gonna go to the party yet I still did, you deserve better I get how you reacted I was the one who was wrong. Can we still be friends???~
He texted back.
~I'm fine with that. Friends nothing more, just friends.~
~ok thanks...I need you to know I'll always love you~
~I gtg see you around~
That was easier than I thought, I thought he would hate me I'm glad he will still be friends.
It's been three months now since we broke up and I haven't seen him for weeks. I wonder how he is doing, I miss him like crazy. But he had moved on I saw him with that new girl from New York City.
I think im gonna go to the beach today, it is so hot here in Georgia. I think it is like 90 degrees or so.
What bakini do I wear hmm... I think I will wear the white one with the silver seashells on it. Or maybe the turquoise one with the green beads. I think I'm going to go with the turquoise one. It shimmers in the sun light prettier.
