Ten steps forward

Chapter 1

Jade's POV

Today is my first day of high school. the worst part is it's a new high school. I've never really been to well with new people. I guess it's the feeling of getting judged by everyone. I'm very tiny everyone is always bigger than me.

Right now my mum was in the process of driving me to school. my head was leant up against the window and I started out it as the water dripped down it.

"C'mon jade lighten up hun, I know it's a new school and you're nervous but maybe you'll like it."

I sigh and I shift in my seat so I could face her.

"Mum there not gonna like me" I whine

"Why wouldn't they your outgoing and you're adorable, jade they will love you"

"What if I don't fit in?"

"What do you mean?"

"I have short hair that I put into curls everyday, my cloths are a bit loose from how tiny I am and my voice, mum my voice is still the same from when I was little"

She sighs and she pulls up to the school. I look out the window at all the student and they all seem so happy on their first day back and me i don't even want to get out the car.

"What if you homeschool me?"

"No"

"Okay online school"

"No..."

"Ill tech myself then, mum please"

"No jade now please I mean this in the nicest way possible get out of the car and go to school."

I frown as if I'm a child and I un click my seat belt. I look at her one more time before I put my hood on and I open the door getting out of the car.

"I love you jade" she say and I turn towards her and half smile as I close the door and turn away from her.

I take a deep breath and I turn around one more time to see if my mum is still there but she's pulled off by then.

I look around nervously. everyone is talker then me or bigger than me in size.

'I can do this' I think to myself as I walk up to a table where they are handing out schedules. a nice blonde lady looks up at me and smiles

"Last name sweetie" she says happily

"Thirlwall" I say lightly

"I didn't quiet hear you"

"Jade.....Thirlwall" I say again a bit louder.

She looks through the papers and pull one out and hands it to me. I thank her and I smile walking away. I scan my schedule seeing which classes I have.

1. P.E

2. Math

3. Science

Lunch

4. English

5. Geography

6. Choir

I groan that I have P.E first but once I see that I have choir I smile.

I walk down the hallways trying to find the gym before the hell rings. once I find the big door that says gym I push it open and I see a room full of teens.

I hear the bell ring just as I close the door. I slowly walk I've to the bleachers where everyone is seated waiting for the teacher.

Everyone is neither laughing and talking or they are joking around with each other or they are on there cell phones.