I knew it was you.
the moment I got the notification, I knew it was.
how could I not know?
my question is, why.
after one year of silence
after one year of blaming everything on other people
after one year of your side glances.
why are you coming back.
I thought you were done.
I thought you would stop.
can I escape from you?
i am paralyzed by someone even muttering your name
i am scared when I catch you looking my way
it brings back horrible things.
terrifying memories
yet at the same time
I'm curious
I want to know what really happened
were you actually going to do those things..
if I didn't catch you when I did.. what would have happened?
I can't stand not knowing
I can't stand not being able to talk about it
I can't stand pretending like nothing's wrong.
I just want to know what your real intentions were, not some lie.
