She always feels like she's unwanted. Like she makes him mad all the time. She can't stand it. When they argue she cries. Why? Simple, she's too emotional. She's a big baby.
Felling unloved, nnwanted, not worthy. His friends came before her. She just wanted that attention she deserved. That text in the middle of the night making sure she's sleeping well, or if she needs anything to call him.
She wishes everything was okay, that she felt okay. That everything would be fine. It wasn't. Wanting to tell him everything but she can't because she doesn't know how.
Feeling so depressed some nights she makes her and him upset.
Sleep, it sounds amazing to her. But lately she doesn't have that anymore. Turns off her phone at night. Just stares around the room.
Wondering. How is she still there. She's thankful for what she has, but she's still depressed. All she wants to hear is a , "cheer up baby girl I love you". But nothing.
Just the ceiling and her lost thoughts. She waits and wait. But still nothing.
She loves him with everything she has. Yet, he seems to be playing games and talking to friends more.
She feels invisible to him sometimes. Not seeing him as often as she used to. Unimportant. Why can't he see? She just wants his love. She's so stressed she can't do anything about it. Stay strong girl. You can do this.
She's gonna be okay.
