Beyond Infinity

Death Of An Asian I

No, The Val is not dead, much to the joy (or horror) of my fellow Wattpadian buddies ;)

Note: Somewhat PG-13 for swear words that I don't usually use on Wattpad <3

Basically I got bored, and when I get bored, I wanna do stuff, no matter how many other things I should actually be doing aka study for that damned exam that will be the death of me and thousands of fifteen-year-olds across the country. I honestly really should be improving on my everything but hey, I could work on my language here on Wattpad so why not?

I sense that Lindsay's somewhere around waiting for this because I'm that one person she hasn't been able to stalk because of lack of content on my personal account so here you go, a piece of my soul, consider it a little tidbit 'cause you're gonna get another sooner or later :P

So yeah, about that, Ray suggested that I could do this every-few-months-review kind of thing and actually doing it is probably the only way to convince both her and Lindsay to join me in it (though given their 31 day challenge, it might fail miserably).

Since this one's my first ever review (if you can call it that), I guess I'll dump a few random things about myself and maybe insert random thoughts that I might've had in the last few hours.

I believe most of what you need to know about me is written up in a nice package on my bio but I can't remember what's on it and I'd bet half of you are too lazy to check it out right now so uh, I'm Val - or you can call me The Val - and I'm a kid, like a kiddo lil kiddie who's obsessed with rainbows and pretty things and puns :D

(I doubt I'm as good at punning than most of you might make me out to be, mainly because I have this super slow brain that may refuse to cooperate at times.)

So something that people might not know about me is that my music taste is just super messed up and I get obsessed with different things at different times or stages of my life. A while back, I loved Taylor Swift, still do really, but I haven't really properly listened to her songs for a while.

You know how all kids probably go through a Disney phase? Well yeah, I had one too, I was crazy over Part Of Your World for a period of time and even though I haven't properly watched a Disney movie (either my six-year-old brain didn't have good memory or I've just never managed to sit through one without crying in front of my parents) their songs are just SO GOOD. Well, I'm fifteen now and I'M PRACTICALLY RELIVING THAT ENTIRE DISNEY SONG OBSESSION. I say it like it's a bad thing but nah, it ain't xD

Unless it's the middle of your midterms and all your brain can go is FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER or AND AT LAST I SEE THE LIGHT when there's still no answer for the question, despite the hopeful lyric -.-

Being this Asian kid who's been super exposed to so many things can wreck your perspective on things, or it could just make your taste in certain areas super wide, like y'know, guys. Korean and Chinese guys honestly aren't bad-looking, I mean, take a moment and look past their tiny eyes and they can be pretty hot sometimes. But then again there are people like FREAKING BRENDON URIE LIKE WHEN DID HE GET THIS HOT HONESTLY I'VE ONLY EVER HEARD LIKE SEVEN P!ATD SONGS

Welp, my current obsession is obvious.

I've only properly heard their songs like two, three (?) months ago when we first started on AoS because hey, it's AG, I do all kinds of weird shiz for that. Fast forward to about an hour ago and I was screaming over how Brendon Urie is a fucking god or something, like how many guys can hit those HIGH NOTES and do such a perfect cover of Bohemian Rhapsody. Did I mention he was shirtless in that video?

I'll probably only stick to these few songs of theirs until forced to listen to others otherwise. Rn Youtube is tempting me with this PG-13 (or is it R) MV of theirs and I am not giving in, no no no no no, I am NOT READY FOR A SIX-HOUR NOSEBLEED

Tbh I have no idea where this is going, maybe that was the point? There isn't much about my real life that's actually worth-mentioning because it's super sucky and super boring- omg piano version of This Is Gospel *melts*

Where was I? Oh yeah, I'm not sure how often I'll actually update this, depends on either how bored I get or how much procrastination I might attempt in a night - dang B&W works well on Brendon - or just how much I have to talk about, my life is a black hole of boring-ness and Asian-ness (which involves math).

I'm bad at ending things. I could just throw in completely unrelated things in here until it hits like 2k words but I'm not going to. Why? Because I am somehow sane enough to attempt to study at 1:30 in the morning, at least my brain functions well enough to comprehend stuff. I have no idea what I just wrote and I hope I don't regret it when I'm sober (or awake).

NO ESCAPE FROM REALITY AND IT MAKES ME CRI

Uh, to be continued, I guess. In the meantime, I'll try to convince Ray and Lindsay to do something too ;)

(Update from several months later: holy shit the Val was drunk in here.)