So she asked me "why did you want to see me exactly" I responded with "sometimes I want kill myself" she she responded "are you suicidal" and I just responded with "not actively, but if something we're to happen to me, I wouldn't necessarily be upset about it either. She responded "please explain" so I did what she asked and said " I don't think I have enough courage to go through suicide, but let's just say if I was walking acoss the street and a car came towards me I don't think I would get out of the way
