I Promise

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Crying. I was crying again. He promised. He promised me he wouldn't do it again. He lied. I heard footsteps.

K: Jenin baby you know I hate when you hide from me.

He opened the closet door and grabbed me and started blessing my body with bruises and punches.

K: I *punch* done *punch* told *punch* you *punch* not *punch* to fuck with my shit.

He was angry because I looked through his phone. It went from his phone blowing up to this.

K: What'd I tell you?

J: Baby..I..I...I'm so..sorry.

K: Trust me baby you gon feel sorry. Get on the bed.

J: Khalil, please you hurt me.

K: Well it's your punishment its either Mr.EGO or these fists.

I chose Mr.Ego. I removed my clothes and got on the bed. He got on top of me. I could smell the liquor on his breath. He grabbed the rubber on the side of the bed and put it on. I prepared myself knowing it would hurt, because it is my punishment. He spread my legs open and licked my clit. Boy did that feel good, but its about to get worse. He bit down on every spot there was down there. He inserted his tounge into me reaching my goal. He spelled his name with his tongue.

J: Ooohh K..Kha...Khalil.

I moaned. He was great to me for a while..then things started getting instense.

J: Mmm..baby I-

I was cut of by him ramming inside me.

J: Ooooowww!

K: You gon do it again?

I gasped for air as he continued ramming his 10 inch ego into me.

J: Noooo- *slam* No....baa..baabbyy.

K: I said are you gon do it again?

He rammed into me hard this time forcing a tear out my eye.

J: Your hurting me Khal!

K: You hurt me all the time but I don't say shit to you.

He stopped but he was still inside me.

K: I told your ass to trust me.

J: And.. I d-

I was interrupted by the slam of his ego. It just so bad every time. He didn't care. It wasn't pleasure at all, it was pain. My heartbeat sped faster. He slammed in me again. Then he proceeded to go slower. Making me feel like I was his. Every stroke he gave me within that slow time was beautiful. It made me feel as if he..loved me.

K: I love you.

J: I...I... Love you too.

He slowly slid back in and out. As we both came, I let out a huge sigh. We cuddled.

K: What was that sigh for.

J: if you love me, wh...why...why do you hit me?

K: I'm trynna do better for you, for me, for us. Baby that's how I express my anger.

He removed his hand from my back to my breast and squeezed it. I let out a wince. He started sucking in it. Saliva coming out on my nipple. He softly bit them as I moaned.

K: Don't move. Lemme take care of ya.

My mind just shot a pic of Ray. Ray wasn't even with me nor on the same page with me. Why did this feel so wrong. I felt a hard slap on my cheek.

K: Pay attention bitch! Watch me do my work. What you thinking about ain't important.

He licked me all the way down to my navel. He kissed his way down to my area. He was about suck my clit but my phone rang.. It was Ray.

*Convo*

J: Hello
R: What's up baby girl?
J: Umm... Ray right now is not a good time.
R: Come on girl, I'm trying here.
J: Ray, I gotta ugghh go.
R: Did you just moan?
J: No I was uuggh ba- I mean no I was mmm just lemme call you back.
R: Are you with that nigga again?
J: Mmmm no I...I... I'm just, Ray lemme call you uughhh back.
R: Jeni-
*End of Convo*

J: Baby uughhh, why'd you, dooo that?

K: That's enough for you who were you talking to?

J: Nobody baby, just continue.

K: Nah! Tell me who that was! Who the fuck is Ray?

I got scared. He looked even more angrier.

J: The guy you saw me with.

K: You fucking him?

J: What no, he's my boss.

K: Quit your job.

J: What! No!

K: Shut the fuck up!

J: I'm gonna leave.

He pulled me by my hair.

K: You ain't ever gon leave me.

J: Khalil I'll come back.

Ray called me again. My phone was ringing. I didn't know if I should pick it up or not.

K: Pick it up.

J: No.

K: Pick the damn phone up.

J: Leave me the fuck alone.

I started putting on my clothes.

He grabbed my hair and started punching my head and throwing me across the room. My heart raced. I covered myself.

K: Remove what you have on.

J: No!

He grabbed the clothing off of me holding my hands tightly together.

J: Let me go!

K: You what I want right now, so you gon give it to me.

He punched me until I had given up and let him take over. This time it was painful and no love was put in it. Tears fell from my eyes. I stopped crying after he punched me again and told me to stop crying. I held them in.

K: Didn't it feel good?

He was smiling as if nothing happened. Anger came over me and I quickly put my clothes on and ran out. I ran. I ran until a familiar car stopped by.

R: Jenin get yo ass inside right now what happened?

J: No.

R: Stop being stubborn baby and get in.

J: Stop calling me baby, I'm a grown ass 23 year old woman. I can do what ever the fuck I wanna do!

R: That's what you think baby girl but you ain't ready. You ain't ready at all. Yo blind ass can't see that that man that you with ain't shit. All he gon do is beat you. I could tell, every time I touched you or held you you got tense. As if I was going to hurt you. I'm here ready to love you and we barley met but baby I am ready. You need to leave him alone and come with me.
I didn't say anything. I just hopped in his car.