<A/n: collection ko to ng mga poems ko.. heartbreak na kung heartbreak...>
IT HAS BEEN A FEW DAYS
SINCE YOU TOLD ME THAT WE NEED TO PART WAYS
IN CASES BEFORE I WOULD'VE LAUGHED
BUT THIS ONE I WOULDN'T CALL A BLUFF
REASONS FOR REASONS; EXCUSES ARE EVERYWHERE
ILLOGICAL THOUGHTS N MY MIND MURMUR
WHAT DID I DO WRONG? WHAT'S GOING ON?
DENIAL. STRONG IN EVERY INCH, YES, I'M STILL HOLDING ON
I COULDN'T BEAR TO THINK WHAT YOU MEAN
A CLEAN BREAK, AS FRIENDS. YOU SAID WE NEVER COULD BE
UNCERTAIN TO WHICH WHERE I STAND
IN YOUR CURRENT LIFE, I DON'T KNOW WHICH ROLE TO LAND
ACCEPTANCE IS A HARD THING TO DO
ESPECIALLY WHEN I STILL CAN'T LET GO OF YOU
YOU TOLD ME IT WAS FOR MY OWN GOOD
BUT GOOD IS NOT A WORD I WOULD CALL IT; HOLDING YOU STILL... I WOULD
NONETHELESS, THEY EXPECT TO HAVE MY HEART HURT?
FOR IT IS NOT ONLY MY HEART BUT ALSO FEET. A FORTH.
FOR I CAN'T TAKE A STEP FORWARD... I CAN'T MOVE ON
I CAN STILL FEEL THE PAIN WHENEVER I HEAR OR MUSIC ON
TEARS STAIN DOWN MY CHEEKS; MY EYES TOO TIRED TO FIGHT IT
CONSOLATION IT IS MY FRIENDS ARE THERE
BUT NEVER WOULD THEY GRASP THE PAIN I BEAR
THEY THOUGHT I WAS OVER REACTING.. OH I'M NOT OKAY I SWEAR
I'VE ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT FOREVER IS TRUE
AND I COULD'VE FOUND IT IN YOU
BUT NO, LOVE, MEANING, MY IMAGINARY FOREVER IS GONE
IF YOUR PRESENCE IN MY SOLITARY WORLD IS DONE
I MAY APPEAR JUST AS FINE
BUT DEEP INSIDE ME, PAIN CREEPS LIKE VINE
ON HOW TO FACE ANOTHER DAY WITHOUT YOU, I CAN'T ATTAIN
ENOUGH DISPOSITION TO SMILE AND SAY I'M OKAY BECAUSE I KNOW... I'M STILL UNCERTAIN
