I have been at my best possible situation...
To have seen your smile is my favorite recreation...
To touch your face is like I'm floating...
In the heavens above I think I'm finally swooning...
But then one day it came...
A day I merely get ashamed....
To me you're simply my everything...
But to you i'm nothing...
I wonder why such thing would happen...
to me losing someone like you is a bad omen...
Terrifying, horrible, excruciating hurt pulses through me...
whenever I see you just calm and glee...
But now, what can I do...
I'm just here, stuck in misery because of you...
But don't you dare make fun of me...
If else ,you'll regret just see...
Just so you know, I'm not over yet...
To the pain and insecurity I have felt...
But nevertheless, your just like an illusion...
Not true, not even existing in my dimension...
If to be with someone else is your wish...
I have no other option than to grant it even if my pride vanish...
Sacrifice would be the thing...
If it makes you weak to experience such naughty little fling...
Hurt oh hurt is this really is it...
I thought as the cold wind kissed my cheek...
I lay in my bed crying pools of tears...
wondering if someone out there hears the shout of my fears...
Good thing you made up your mind...
To seek an apology, you'll sure find...
In me,as long as you think its necessary...
I'll gladly take that useless apology....
Because no matter how much this love hurts...
No matter the fact that i knew you broke many hearts...
I still am a lamb trying to befriend a lion...
A prey eagerly volunteers in the act of predation...
I know you may not care...
I know you may not see me as rare..
But put this in your mind...
That I am not an easy girl to find....
I may be hurt but I won't be miserable....
I will not spend my life and be pitiable....
I will move on and get over you...
Just then you'll see you're a cuckoo...
I'm bitter,and so what? Who will care, with it for you it's just fine...
One day you'll realize its' your loss and not mine...
Though I know that day will come....
Unforgettable memories is your treachery's outcome....
Whatever happens to me and you...
I'll just pray this was just a dream or two....
That I can wake up from whenever I wanted to ...
Back to my senses and realize that you're just there and
never did left my heart broken into two...
