He wasn't my everything 'til we were nothing
And it's taking me a lot to say
But now that he's gone, my heart is missing something
So it's time I push my pride away
'Cause you are
You are
You are my everything
You are
You are
You are my everything

I know you're not far but I still can't handle all the distance
You're travelling with my heart
I hope this is a temporary feeling
'Cause it's too much to bear
Without you and I know sorry ain't the cure
If I cross your mind just know I'm yours
'Cause what we got is worth fighting for
'Cause you are...

You weren't my everything 'til we were nothing
And it's taking me a lot to say
Now that you're gone, my heart is missing something
So it's time I push my pride away

You are, you are, you are my everything
You are, you are, you are my everything

You are, you are, you are
You are, you are, you are my everything.

I'm crying so hard right now. This is about my grandfather and my mom. I miss them both so much. My moms funeral is in two days and my grandfathers is in two days too. They are going to bury them right next to each other. Justin is going with me. I decided to do another song.

I've been living with devils and angels, angels, angels
Realize you and I are in the same boat, same boat, yeah
Kills me, how you love me, then you
Cut me down, I'll do the same
We been living like angels and devils, devils

I'm loving the pain
I never wanna live without it
So why do I try
You drive me insane
Now we're screaming just to see who's louder
So why do I try
You got me like na na na na
Na na na na na
Na na na na na
Oooh yeah

You and I redefine being love sick, love sick, love sick
Through it all you could still make my heart skip, heart skip
Oh yeah
Even when you're yelling at me
I still think you're beautiful
Through it all you could still make my heart, skip, heart skip

I'm loving the pain
I never wanna live without it
So why do I try
You drive me insane
Now we're screaming just to see who's louder
So why do I try
You got me like na na na na
Na na na na na
Na na na na na

Oh baby look at us
We been living like angels
Living like devils
Oh baby look at us
We been living like angels
Living like devils
Oh baby look at us
We been living like angels
Living like devils
Oh baby look at us
We been living like angels
Living like devils
Ooh baby look

I'm loving the pain
I never wanna live without it
So why do I try
You drive me insane
Now we're screaming just to see who's louder
So why do I try
You got me like na na na na
Na na na na na
Na na na na na.

It is 1:00pm and I'm ready to go home. Then I heard my phone ringing. Justin.

"Hello?"

"Hey go out to your car." So I walk out to my car.

"Open the back door." I do as told.

"There should be a black dress." There is.

"Go change into it."

"Okay."

"Then call me when your done." I go change.

" I go change

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I love it. I straighten my hair and redo it. Then I call him back.

"Now come home." He hung up. I go home. There's a sticky note on the door.

"Come in and go to our secret hideout inside. ~J" I go to that place. It's in my closet. There's like another closet for shoes and is huge. I walk in it and Justin is there on one knee.

"Ariana Grande, will you make me the happiest man on Earth and marry me?" I start crying.

"Ariana Grande, will you make me the happiest man on Earth and marry me?" I start crying

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"Yes!" He stands up and spins me around.

"Now get into a bathing suit your party is out back!"

"Love you!"

"Love you too!" I get into my bathing suit.

"Love you too!" I get into my bathing suit

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I walk to the back and everybody is there. I walk over to Justin.

"Hey babygirl!"

"Hey babyboy!"

"Look whose here!" He steps away and I see my Nonna! I squeal!

"Nonna!" I sit in her lap and hug her and kiss her forehead!

"I missed you!"

"I missed you too!"

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The party was over and I went up stairs to get ready for bed. I shut my door and change in only my underwear. I hear Justin open the door. You know what happen after that.

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