At least i won't give up

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I look around for something that can heal me
But i find nothing,
I found nothing

I look at myself in the mirror,
But all i see is a broken me
The heart that has been broken so many times before
But not like this

I only see the scars
I can only see the cuts
I can only see
The bad side of me
Will someone get to fix me?
Will someone come rescue me!?

Will the pieces be back together!?
Will you try to fix the broken!?
Will you even try to fix me!?

Every word was it all a lie?
Can we forget about the past?
Can you forget?

The past

We have to leave it behind
Why don't you think about the future?

But now i know!
Oh, i know!
That you will never change your ways
What happened to the caring you!?

You are capable of many things

But i never thought that you would do this to me!

I never thought of you this way
This is not you
What happened?

Did i do something wrong!?
Was i wrong!?
Were you right all along!?

Was i really a mistake?
Was i a mistake!?
Were we a mistake?

I have been told so many times
But i just can't dare to give up!
No, i won't give up!

I try not to think about you
But you are always in my thoughts
You can't be erased from my heart or my thoughts

But just know
that i will
never give up!

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