Closed doors

chapter 1-

Jazmine's   P.O.V -

I dont know why it had to be me? 

Jane: jazzy get downstairs now! 

jazmine: ok, ok I'm coming 

  i reached downstairs to find my * oh so energetic mom* (sarcasm) sitting on the couch asking me to pass the remote beside her .

"ugh" i said as i passed it to her.

since my dad and my little brother jethro died in a car crash 4 months ago the house became still. a stillness i  could not explain and my mom she just was ' out of it ' .

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                                            --SCHOOL--

"hey jaz"

"hey yan" i replied , knowing this familiar voice could be one out of two people as only two people called me that name.

''so jaz '' she continued as i mimicked her and said '' so yan'' and we both chuckled.

yan: you know my sweet sixteen is coming up right?

'' yes" stretching the yes as though i was uncertain.

she gave me a look of disappointment ..it was like i could read her thoughts..at the moment that probably was: what kind of  best friend does not know her best friend's birthday?..but i just quickly removed that from my mind and snappily said "joking''.

she smiled and continued her statement '' so i was thinking blue'' as blue is her favorite color.

she went on and on about planning  her perfect sweet sixteen until jay joined us.

'ugh' i exclaimed as i rolled my eyes at him. Yanique knew how much i hated her boyfriend . He treats her like garbage and she's so madly in love with him that she doesn't  even notice. 

I've asked her countless times if she doesn't  see it. but she looks at me like she genuinely does not know what i'm talking about. so i just usually drop the topic.

'hey babe' he smirked at her. as she gave him a peck on the lips.

'bae' she replied.

he said ' hey jaz' ..he knows i dislike him so ..he always tried to annoy me.'' dont call me that'' i said as i rolled my eyes..

''you too will soon love m..." as the bell rang cutting him off.. it was the end of  our lunch break.

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                                                             ~~END OF SCHOOL~~

"see you tomorrow yan '' i said as i was exiting the noisy school compound.

''bye Jaz'' she waved.

As i was walking , my mom ran across my mind , but i just ignored it, until my mined sadly wondered what life would be like  if my dad and jethro were still here.

' Are you okay sweetie?' said a concerned stranger with a smile on her face.

''yeah''  i brushed.  i guess  must have been deep in thought  .... she replied '' tears of joy ?'' .. i wiped my face and only to know my tears wearing flowing.

''yeah'' i smiled off to her.

''thanks'' i whispered.

she winked and we continued to walk  to our separate destinations.

after what seemed like hours ..which in reality was only 30 minutes i finally reached home.

i passed my mom quietly making dinner .. ''hey mom'' i said as she ignored me ...this wasn't usually how she was..but since it happened she was noticeably different.  i just hoped she was out this funk soon..because honestly i miss my mom..no i miss my family.

 i finished up my homework and then i packed my bag for school tomorrow and then had a shower.

i put on a blue skirt and a silver and black shirt that said " one of a kind'' and  just plopped down on my bed.

''when will my life be back to normal ?''.. i questioned myself.

A/N 

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