How I feel

This is how I feel right now

Nobody likes me
No body cares
No one wants me
I could just disappear
No one sees me
It's like I don't exist
No one gets me
I just wanna die

Every one hates me
I mean nothing to them
They know nothing about me
But I know all about them
Nobody knows me

No body knows the real me and that's what I hate the most

I say that I like to be by my self
So people don't realise how lonely I am
I can walk around a whole day without someone talking to me
No one understands me
No one respect me
No one knows me
No one talks to me
No one cares about me
And they still expects me to act like I'm all okay
But it's fine I'm used to
Fake smiling
Lying and
Worthless conversations
I'm used to be alone
Used to feel like I'm the only person on the earth

How can you have so many people around you
And still feel so lonely
If someone could answer that I would give them everything I have

I still have the hope in me
I still hope that some day I will wake up and then som one will just start talking to me
That I some day will be one of them

They don't respect me as I deserve
Don't like me as I deserve
Don't appreciate me as I deserve
They don't treat me as I deserve
And I don't know if I can ever forgive them for that