First love,
What does it feel like?
Is it a good thing?
Or a bad thing?
People can take it,
Either the wrong way,
Or the right way.
Some say that it was good thing,
While others say that it hurts.
First love can be good,
Because you get to experience,
A new feeling,
That you never knew you had.
But,
First love can be bad,
Because that love would betray you,
Leave you heartbroken,
And make you feel pain that won't go away.
Like for me,
First love made me feel both,
I was happy with him,
But I get thoughts,
That will ruin the happiness.
It's terrible to have these thoughts,
Lingering in my mind everyday.
Makes me doubt myself,
Makes me think that I won't find anyone that will actually love me back.
It happens to me all the time,
Even though I knew that my first love actually loves me.
It's difficult,
To say "I Love you",
When you worry.
Some people say that they know what "Love" is.
But,
Do they really?
Love is hard to describe,
Love can be anything.
It can be an action,
Verb,
Noun,
Adverb,
Or an adjective.
How can you tell if you are in love?
Is it the way you are around that specific person?
Or feel a sudden happiness or joy when you are with that specific person?
Why do people judge, who their first love is?
Society is breaking the meaning of love.
Like if a girl falls in love with a girl,
People from churches get disgusted
Or other people who also gets disgusted about this idea.
Same idea with a guy falling for a guy.
Like does it really matter?
Who we love is our choice,
Right?
I don't understand,
And other people would also agree about this idea of "love".
Love is difficult,
To understand.
Like you trying to solve a math problem that is difficult to do.
Maybe,
One day people would accept it.
This idea to "Love".
Like in the Bible,
Jesus would always and still love you for who you are and the choices you make.
And for those who don't believe in this religion,
Or believes in a different religion,
It would also be the same idea,
No matter what.
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~Natsu12345
