My Thoughts

I screwed up again...

Another weekend, just like the rest... it's all fine, that's until my dad gets home.

I seem to be doing just everything wrong to him. And I don't deserve what's better for me.

I try to explain that I do try with band.... but he doesn't believe me. I try to do something nice for him... but it's never good enough.

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I text a boy, YAY HE REPLIED! We talk for hours and hours. Then I leave for a while to help my mom. He's gone. No reply, no "seen just now". Just me, all alone.

Great... he's asleep, I messed it up again. I'm sorry. Maybe I just shouldn't text him anymore :(

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It's my turn to test, ice got this in the bag! Oooor not... once again, I messed it all up.