I used to not be in love, I never quite understood the true meaning of it. I was a very curious girl back then, afraid of the world, afraid of my own self. I never wanted to be in love, I saw how some people ended up because of it and it terrified me. I thought love destroyed you in a way nothing else could. I thought the heart made you see things that aren't real. I thought it took advantage of your vulnerability to love, maybe it does who knows.
