I told her that I wanted a break. It's been only a couple of hours and I miss her so much. I know it's hard for me to cut all contacts for now but it's for the best. It's been a week since I've had these dreams of her. Every night I think about her about what can I do to see her the next day. I want to hug and kiss her but I can't and sometimes it drives me crazy. I was so excited to see her yesterday at the mall but she couldn't go. I knew she had her reasons but I was heartbroken. It's been over a week since the talent show and I wish I could relive the hugs I gave her. Sometimes I think it's only me obsessing over seeing the other in person. I realized that if I took a break for the next day or so my obsession will go away and true love will awaken. But now I'm starting to think it was a mistake to call for a break. It breaks my heart to think about what this girl is going through. I want to contact her so badly but I have to pull through with at least on day. For now I'll just watch the walking dead. I want to let her know that there's no other person who thinks about you more than me.
