The ones

Friend zone

"Hey Jordan" I said so nervous

"Wassup" he said looking like he always does(handsome)

I took a deep breath scared to death until my bestfriend showed up Lauren.

"There u are Amy" she said 

"Hey"

she looks weird at me like im not good or like i have just been tortured.

"wats wrong amy" she said coming closer.

"i just talked to jordan" i said all happy and excited

we both started squealing like little girls with a new toy doll. i look deeply into her eyes, its likeing looking into the ocean but lockd away for few. i broke the gaze between us. me and her were just friends but i want to be something more sometimes. its just like falling for a boy but instead for a girl.

"lets get to class" she said in a snappy voice

i think to myself is she hiding a secret that no one knows? does she feel for me the same way i feel for her? a thousand questios start swirling in my mind.

later in the day

"hey" she texted

"hey"i said back. "w.y.d"

"nothing much'

we keep talking we talk for hours at a time. its like we cant get enough of each others company.

we end of going to bed.

its saturday. i walk over to lauren house (my best friend) she opens the door the first thing i notice is her deep blue ocean eyes. i go in.

we walk to her room.

"wanna play with my hair like you always do" she said with big bright smile.

"of cross i do".

when i finished she turned towards me. im gaing at her and shes gazing at me i have a sudden urge to kiss her but i dont. im afraid of rejection, humiliation, im afraid of losing my best friend.