What We Do For Love

Chapter 1: Going in

My heart was beating
As they called out my name "Mark Silvers." My name called out last in the army list I'm front line. I couldn't believe what I heard . As we walked out people were thanking me saying " thank you for this " thank you for risking your life dying for your nation ." And what exactly will my death bring to them, joy? Will no one mourn my death? My death where I die at gun shot were a missile fires and I'm in my grave. I'm practically committing suicide. As the rain thundered down broken promises flooded my mind. I had such a great life ahead, I was going to ask Emily to marry me at the alter. To utter those words "till death to us part" without feeling like my death will by my final vow. As i walked out of the hall i felt The sun beaming in my eyes, it was a happy day but not for me.People say it's an honour to serve our nation but this isn't my nation to serve. I don't know where im meant to be I just feel like there is something more to this life something more amazing something worth dying for. how can I fight and even die for something I don't even believe in fighting ,What will England benifit from the war more respect? more grave? more widowers?But I know that God has a great plan for me and I can fight for him for Lord God my shepherd he knows what my life will fall into I rest my life in his hands.
If only I can see into my future I would give anything for that. But I know what will happen I'll die .that's what's going to happen going to die it happens to everyone so war is just speeding up the process