Nothing goes as planned.
Everything will break.
Dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
People say goodbye ,
in their own special ways
It's not the goodbye that's hard;
It's the flashbacks that follow..
Why do our best memories
bring me so much sorrow?
You said it was forever
but then it slipped away
now i keep thinking about you bae;
'bout that one day in may;
and 12th june when i went away.
The day that changed it all,
Like a crashing avalanche , it made me fall.
I thought that i've been hurt before,
But nothing's ever left me qite this sore..
So many words I didn't say,
So many things left undone.
So many songs we forgot to play,
But the world is not a wish granting factory hon.
Everyone tells me to "move on",
"You'll forget them soon; the grief won't last."
It's been months since i went away,
But my soul is still hibernating in the past.
When I close my eyes,
You are all i see;
All those magical moments,
that you spent with me.
It's so much darker,
when a light goes out,
than it would have been,
if it had never shown.
Now every thought is a battle,
Every breath is a war
And I'm not so sure
if I'm winning anymore.
I can't remember the last time I heard your voice;
I'm sat in silence, living in a world of noise.
Back into the good ol' days, I wish I could dive
but alas! in life, there are only flashbacks, no rewinds.
This body has become my coffin;
and I'm buried alive.
Grief crashes down on me like waves;
Sometimes the water is calm
Sometime's it's overwhelming.
All i can do is learn to swim...
