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the problem with love is: You can love you want. But so can they...

"The plight oh heartbreak cant simply be compared to any physical pain experienced. Of course, in metaphorical terms it could be a stab in the heart, or your heart being ripped out, but none of these really do it justice. The pain, the weeks, months, years it takes to repair, it can't be compared to anything, a broken heart, a unique feeling that takes a lot for one to get over, and those who do finally, will never be the same again."

The saddest thing is, once you fall in love there's no going back. if he ever needed anything I'd drop everything for him. my feelings are never going to change, no matter how many times he breaks my heart I will always adore him. I just know he'd never do the same.

"I should have never texted you that one day that led into another and another and soon became a daily thing, morning and night, to text you and pray you would respond as fast as you did. I should have never gotten my hopes up as high as I did when someone told me you liked me. I should have never kissed you back that night at the beach; it wouldn't have led into even more hope. I should have never wished for another, flirted back with you as you did. Then maybe it wouldn't hurt this bad."

"On the gloomy and cloudy days, when it's cold and rainy, is when I think about you. It's when I think about the feelings lost somewhere in the world. On the happy sunny days, when it's warm and muggy, is when I think about you. It's when I think about all we could have been, if only that one mistake was made. On the days that end in the suffix "day" is when I think about you. It's when I think about how much I miss being happy to see you. Now when I see you I remember the dark times."

I like looking at you when you're not paying attention because I think that's when you're the mosy beautiful because you're not trying you're just being you and to me that's better than any picture you or anyone else could ever take.

"You know what sucks? Watching the person tat makes you happy be happy with someone else."

I want to live simply. I want to sit by the window when it rais and read books I'll never be tested on. I want to paint because I want to, not because I've got something to prove. I want to listen to my body, fall asleep when the mood is high and wake up slowly, with no place to rush off to. I want not to be governed by money or clocks or any of the artificial restraints that humanity imposes on itself. I just want to be, boundless and infinite."

"If you want to kill yourself, kill what you don't like. I had an old self tat I killed. you can kill yourself too, but that doesn't mean you have to stop living."

"I don't want the worlds attention. Yours is enough."

"Much of my life had been devoted to trying not to cry in front of people who loved me...You clench your teet. You look up. You tell yourself that if they see me cry, it will hurt them, and you will be nothing but a sadness in their lives, and you must ndoes noot become a mere sadness, so you will not cry, and you say all of ths to yourself while looking at the ceiling, and then you swallow even though your throat does not want to close and you lookat the person who loves you and smile."

Best advice my 19 year old roommate gave me: "just give him three days. Wait three days, no texts, no calls, no nothing. Then see if he comes back" "What if I can't wait three days tho?" "You see the thing is, you keep running back to him and he gets off on it. He knows he's gonna have you coming back to him. Why not him three days and make him realize, oh shit it's serious. I'm losing really losing her!" "What if he doesn't even come back?" "Then why would you wanna be with someone that doesn't want you? Why would you wanna be with someone like that?"

idk man it just makes me so so so so sad when you're watching a cutiepie talk about their passion like when they light up and start bubbling over wit words and then all of a sudden they stop themselves and say stuff like "sorry, I know this is boring" or "sorry, I just got excited" like you know somewhere in their life someone they respected told them to "shut up nobody cares" and ever since they can't ever talk about their favourite things without apologizing every 5 seconds.