Apologies

I ask for too much, I know I mess up and give you my sincere you-know-whats.

I know you're tired of hearing the same two words but I can't stop my lips from the sudden urge.

All I want to do is make a smile happen on your beautiful face but it soon fades with my stupid mistakes.

You're someone I never want to lose, it's not a meaningful life without you.

The guilt claws away at me and as long as I make you unhappy the tears form and roll down my cheeks.

Even if I cry does it matter in the end? It really doesn't if I keep at it again and again.

I don't deserve your forgiveness, it's true, even so I won't stop knowing I love you.

I absolutely love you for sure, that's the only thing I won't be apologizing for.