Thoughts, Thoughts, Thoughts

Thoughts

Last night i dreamed you,

In a room, in a bed,

Asleep, with your hair in the clouds,

Open window,  starry sky

Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts

I watched you while  smoking,

Frame by frame, with each silvery cloud,

I stood there, pondering

Frowning upon the unwanted, smoky thought

Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts

Your sleep was restless, haunted in your dreams,

By some dragon chased, a struggle, blemished.

And there i was, wondering wether,

I should let the nightmare unfold, or  pull you out.

Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts

Sweat bathing your forehead and arms,

Rivers surround you.

What the hell am i doing here?

You asked a couple of times.

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Precisely! i say, flustered.

How come you exist without sin,

And yet forever in storm?

Between options you left me.

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Should i join you in?

Close to my chest, i would have held you.

Or leave the storm unchecked,

With each sizzling jointed smoke?

Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts

The inner turmoil i wish i could have followed,

To stay out of it, is it a mistake?

Or perhaps burn it in the fires of passion?

Ah, how much i crave for this!

Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts

Undecided and by ashes stained,

I remained  out of phase,

Like an egg cracked in two,

And a trail to leave on you.

Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts

I remained the same for five more fumes,

Your nightmare i didn't disturb,

My wish remains silent,

And so did i.