Same Old Love

SIMULA

I'm on my way to cafeteria. Walking with myself, just wanna buy some snacks. I saw my bestfriends with their boyfriends again. Nilagpasan ko sila at pumunta nalang sa counter.

Everybody is looking at me again. What's new? I'm used to it.
Haters gonna hate. I don't know most of the girls in this campus hates me to the highest level but instead of hating them back, I'm just gonna kill them with my pretty kindness.

"Szelena Greille Gonzales! Over here!" Viella exclaimed. Nilapitan ko sila at naki-upo narin sakanila.

I have alot of admirers and suitors pero wala pa akong naging boyfriend. For what? Para makisabay sa uso? No way!

Love can wait. If you force yourself to love, you'll just get hurt. Pero ganun naman talaga diba? Kailangan mong masaktan bago ka matuto. Pero may mga tao lang talaga na puro pag-ibig nalang ang inaatupag. Puro pag-ibig nalang ang hinahanap, hindi na inisip yung kinabukasan.

Since vacant namin at tapos ko na studies ko, nilabas ko sa bag ko yung mga libro ko.

"Love Novels? Are you serious?" They asked in chorus.

"What's wrong? Lagi naman akong nagbabasa nito ah." sagot ko sakanila.

I love reading love stories with happy endings and tragic happenings..

"Nagbabasa ka naman pala ng ganyan eh pero bat wala ka pang boyfriend? Ang ganda ganda mong babae, halos lahat kaya mong palingunin pero bakit?" Nagtawanan silang lahat. I just rolled my eyes.

"Hindi basehan ang pagbabasa ng mga ganitong libro ang pagkakaroon ng boyfriend. This is reality. And I don't want to take a risk yet. Period." I ended.

Natahimik sila sa sinabi ko. Siguro iniisip nanaman nilang bitter ako kahit ang totoo ay hindi naman. I'm hopeless romantic too. I'm also one of those dreamy girls who wished to have their own happy ending with the right one.

Pinagpatuloy ko nalang ang pagbabasa para isipin nilang busy ako.

"Tapos mo na ba yung notes ko?" tanong ni Kristen

"Hindi pa. Daanan nalang kita sa bahay nyo tutal dala ko naman yung kotse ko." Sabi ko without looking at her.

"Okay. Ah sya nga pala dumating na pala yung pinsan ko." I looked at her. Who is she talking about?

"Okay." I just said kahit hindi ko alam kung sino.

Nagtagal kami ng isang oras sa cafeteria at pagkatapos nun naghiwa-hiwalay narin dahil sa next subject.

"Szel pinapamigay sayo." may inabot nanaman sakin. Another chocolates and boquet again.

My mom always teasing me because I always go home with sweets, stuffs, and a bunch of flowers.

"Thank you miss. Give my thanks to the sender, I appreciate it." I said with a smile.

I went to Kristen's mansion to give her notes. She's really smitten by her boyfriend kaya ako yung gumagawa ng mga notes nya minsan. we always end up fighting lalo na kung sinasabihan ko sya kasi napapabayaan nya na yung studies nya.

Nag door bell ako at pinagbuksan ako ng kanilang maid.

"Manang nakauwi naba si Kristen?" I asked.

"Naku yung batang yun, ginagabi na ang pag-uwi." sagot naman si manang sakin.

"Ah ganun po ba. Hintayin ko nalang po siya." Binigyan nya ako ng juice at nakipagkwentuhan pero hindi rin yun nagtagal dahil kailangan nyang magtrabaho.

Am I inlove with you
Am I inlove with you
Or Am I inlove with
The feeling 🎶

I heard someone's singing upstairs. He has a golden voice, I knew that it was a guy! Nakarinig ako ng yapak pababa sa may hagdan.