I'm Sorry

I'm sorry that i'm a mess

I'm sorry that I mess everything up

I'm sorry that i'm a disappointment

I'm sorry that i'm useless

I'm sorry that i'm an embarrassment

I'm sorry that I cry myself to sleep

I'm sorry that I have scars

I'm sorry that i'm not good enough

I'm sorry that I always bring people down

I'm sorry that I am suicidal

I'm sorry that i'm shy

I'm sorry that i'm worthless

I'm sorry that I go to the hospital every week

I'm sorry that I starve myself

I'm sorry that i'm ugly

I'm sorry that I ruin everything

I'm sorry that i'm different

I'm sorry that I keep my social life private

I'm sorry that my friends never invite me to hang out

I'm sorry that i'm a horrible younger brother

I'm sorry that i'm antisocial

I'm sorry that i'm not religious

I'm sorry that i'm quiet

I'm sorry that i'm not funny

I'm sorry that i'm a horrible person

I'm sorry that I can't make anyone happy

I'm sorry that my own family never invites me to places (especially my brother)

I'm sorry that i'm not smart

I'm sorry that i'm always in my room

I'm sorry that i'm into bands that my family doesn't like

I'm sorry that i'm emo

I'm sorry that I hang out with "friends" on the weekends like normal teens

I'm sorry that I don't have the same interests

I'm sorry that I breathe

I'm sorry that I can't swim

I'm sorry that i'm a waste of space

I'm sorry that i'm alive

I'm sorry that i'm never there for you

I'm sorry that i'm a mistake

I'm sorry that i'm weird

I'm sorry that i'm a dork

I'm sorry that i'm always in my room

I'm sorry that I care too much

I'm sorry that i'm always a third wheel

I'm sorry that i'm not perfect

I'm sorry that i'm annoying

I'm sorry that i'm not the same

I'm sorry that i'm not adorable

I'm sorry that i'm not cute

I'm sorry that I changed

I'm sorry that i'm an emotional train-wreck

I'm sorry for everything I have done and all the pain I have brought. When i'm gone I hope that your wishes all come true and you finally don't have to be ashamed of walking with me in public because I wear band shirts. So long and goodnight.....