Ever since I've been in Asking, I have worked so hard on everything. The guys think I work too hard, the reality is that I'm trying to escape my mind. I smile at them but no one sees through me. The don't know why I wear long sleeves all the time or that I haven't eaten well in a while. They just do there own thing. I've also noticed Ben has taken care of me for some strange reason, I'm also falling for him.
I'm looking at myself in the restroom mirror, all I see is disgust, ugly, failure, unwanted, unloved, & waste of space. I silently let out a single tear of pain.
"Denis! You okay there?" James yelled.
"Yeah, I'm almost out." I wiped the tear away and open the door for him. As I opened the door I faked a smile, I guess he fell for it.
"DENIS!" James shrieked. He ran behind me, the next thing I see is an angry Cam.
"Whoa! I wa-" Cam tackled me then let me go to get James.
"What the hell?!" I yelled.
"Someone save me!" James screamed while running.
"Are you okay, mate?" Ben laughed.
"Yeah, so what's up?" I changed the subject.
"Just the sky, satellites, stars, this sun-" Ben sarcastically replied.
"You know what I meant." I laughed.
"I know. Anyways, do you want to go eat something?" Ben asked, he was looking down.
We were eating at the restaurant, we talked and laughed the whole time. It was amazing, I think I may be falling for him. I hope he thinks the same.
"Ben?" Danny asked.
"Danny? What are you doing here?" Ben surprisingly questioned.
"I was just walking by... I see you've got yourself a new boyfriend?" Danny had a sad expression about it.
"No, this is Denis." I waved sadly at Danny.
"Well, Ben can I talk to you in privet please?" Ben got up & left with Danny.
Not even 5 minutes past by & they were already making out. I seriously tore my heart. So I got my things & left to the bus. I walked by an alley to get back to the bus, I was stopped by this man with a gun.
"Listen kid, you give me what you have & no one gets hurt." The man sneered.
"Here." I threw my wallet at him. He laughed at me, then I hear a gunshot. I look down & there was a wound in my chest, then all I see is black.
