Unlikely

Introduction

    I didn't think I would ever feel this way.
I'm a girl, a fresh freshman, going straight into high school after this summer. The only things I have to look forward to are Wednesdays. But I'll tell you about that later...
   My elbow-length hair is wavy/curly and dark brown; looks way thick, but it's actually way thin. My eyes are a dark brown, turn kinda black when I'm upset, and can be light sometimes as well. My skin is a caramel/mocha color. I'm about 5'5" and I weigh around 160 pounds (I know, I hate me too), though I like to think I hide it well enough. I wear mostly black, and never wear dresses, skirts or shorts. My nails are really short; due to my anxiety, I guess. They say I'm emo...
    Well, he says I'm emo. But we'll get to him later.
My best friend is Rebecca Montoya, and I see her almost every day. Heck, I practically barge into her house every morning to walk to school with her! But sometimes it gets hot, so we get a ride with her grandma. It gets pretty hot here in California.
    Becca has dark blonde, thick hair that goes a few inches past her shoulders. There are streaks in her hair that used to be purple, but have faded into a darkish fuchsia. Her skin is pale, I suppose, and she's supposed to be Mexican! I'm a mutt, myself, but not Mexican at all - and I probably know more Spanish than she does! But she's learning German on Duolingo, as I am French. Anyway. Rebecca is a half shade thicker than I am, no matter how much she says that I weigh so much less. Don't believe her; she's always trying to boost my self-esteem. I love her though; plus I feel she is the only other person in the world that I can fangirl about my crush with! But I might have to stop that...I get jealous reaaalllyy easily when it comes to him. And my does he love hanging out with girls!
     Nonetheless, I could be with him; look at me. I'm fat, stupid, worthless, untalented. Take your pick. And he... is... HIM!!!! I don't know, perhaps some things are more beautiful when looked upon by those meant to gaze. And maybe I'm not good enough to gaze his way.
    Maybe that's normal to feel. Or maybe I'm going nuts.
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Hey guys! I'm starting the story after this; pls comment, loves! Let me know what you think, next update out soon; stay strong!!! <3