Gerard x Reader (Killjoys Universe)

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Hello m'loves. This book will basically just be one big cesspool of various smut. I hope you like it ❤

Being out in the zones all day was hard work, shooting down dracs whenever you came across one, trying to survive. But that never came close as to how challenging things were when you were Party Poison. Even though you've been with Party Poison for years, you always found it difficult to be by him, you cared about probably more than he cared about you. You were always constantly worrying that he might die, or he would be taken away. It was probably safe to say that you liked Party Poison... a lot

By the end of the day, you were usually all tense, and kind of on edge, which sort of threw the rest of the guys off, especially Party Poison. It always made you so uneasy just thinking about not being able to see him again. Not even a stupid can of that disgusting food you guys had could cheer you up at this point. You and the other killjoys had known each other for a long time, and you all had a strong relationship, but with Party Poison things were always kind of rocky due to your feelings for him.

You and Party never really talked, it was usually just the both of you yelling orders at each other, it was rare you two would actually joke around or have an actual conversation.

Today felt long, you all piled into the trans am and made your way back to the diner where you guys all piled into a booth and ate a disgusting can of power pup. You sat down at a booth alone, you were feeling extremely uneasy today. You were poking at your food when you felt someone sit down next to you. To your surprise, it was Party Poison. You clenched your jaw.

"Uh Hey." he said awkwardly.

"Hi." You replied.

There's was an awkward silence between you two for a moment.

"Uh there was no room in the other booth...it's okay if I'm sitting next to you right? I could move if I'm pissing you off or something." he said.

"N-No it's fine." you replied rubbing the back of your neck.

"You look uneasy.." he said. "You always look that way actually."

Shit. You sat there quietly and didn't say anything.

"I-It's nothing. I just worry too much." you reply.

"What? About us?" he asks.

You nod. He sort of chuckles.

"Well, you shouldn't worry about us. We'll be fine." he said with a small smile.

You gave him a weak smile. You didn't even want to eat anymore. That wasn't the real reason why you felt uneasy but you weren't going to tell him that.

"Hey, do you want this?" you asked pointing to your can of power pup.

"Yeah actually, you aren't hungry?" he asked raising an eyebrow as you slid it over to him.

"Nah...I'm not really in the mood to eat." You said as you got up from the booth and walked away.

You felt sort of bad for walking away, but being by him just really upset you for some reason, knowing that a relationship with him really wouldn't work out based on the current circumstances.

As the night progressed, you wanted some fresh air, it got kind of cold out in the desert but you really needed this, you left through the back doors of the diner and climbed up to the roof, and looked up at the dark, starry sky.

You felt upset about everything that's happened over the last couple of years, the BLI ruined everything, Battery City is all fucked up. This probably wasn't the brightest idea, Dracs could find you at any given second, but you didn't really care. You sat quietly on the roof just thinking. You sighed. When you heard someone come outside. You looked down to see Party Poison standing outside. He looked up and your gaze met.

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