alone in my mind

pills

every morning i have to take them. when they told me i was going to be put on anti depresents i was open to it. actually looking foward to it. but after almost a month taking them i fucking hate it. i'm so dependent on it. if i skip one day i fall right back to where i was. and i don't even feel happy. i feel nothing. almost like a fucking robot. i might have to take these for the rest of my fucking life...