"Wrong Decisions,Wasted Life"

Merciless Death

Everybody wants to know whats the feeling of being loved by the one who you admire the most.

Experiencing it will make you complete each and everyday,but there are problems you'll face first to really feel what love is.

Problems are the most crucial fact that would make you feel broken and empty.

Encountering some problems might make you anxious and might leave you to suicide.

There are many problems you'll encounter to achieve love like hatred and jealousy,but these problems are just part of the steps to achieve what love really is.

Every problem means something,but don't directly give up because every problem has a solution.

Facing all of these will make you more and more get intact with the one whom you admire.

Love is special,so to those who are experiencing it,cherish it and do not take it for granted cause at the end you'll regret it.

Being in love is the best feeling you'll ever experience.

Loves comes in different ways,so don't go expecting what kind of way love will come at you.

You might never know, someone you love might just pop out of nowhere.

Before I tell you my story let me first introduce myself.I'm James Xavier,16 years old and I was going to be a Grade 10 student.

My height is 5'10 and I'm the tallest in our family,this height made me superior and dominating hahaha.

Everybody always asks me if I play basketball and always says what a waste for my height,well because I don't play basketball.

Well I didn't care about that,basketball isn't part of my favorite sport but cycling and badminton is.

Enough about myself already it's time for me to tell you about my story on how I got into this feeling called "love".

It all began last year at the last month of the school year.It was a sunny day,all of us the students of section EA-31 are gathering at the gas station named Caltex for our school project which was filming for the known novel "For The End".

Amidst of the heat we were still aiming to complete our film.

Our venue was at memorial park where one of our classmates named Cornejo will do his role for the film as James and the only thing that we'll be filming is where he'll end his life to stop all the misery that he dealt with through all his life.

As we were having our break we were playing at the playground,a little childish huh but that's who we are and we're happy with it!

When all of us got tired some sat at the swing and some at the bench.I sat at the seesaw to catch my breath because of all the running.

Suddenly this girl asked me if she could sit at the other side.I just nodded.Then Vincent suddenly starts a topic about Cebu.

He talked about how great being in Cebu was and also what experiences he had.When it was my turn,she suddenly interrupted me and talked about her experiences.

Just as soon as she finished her chit chat,I then talked about mine.As time goes by the only ones left talking was me and her.

I didn't realize that I was already starting to fall unto her.Just so you know love comes undetermined.

As we continued with our conversation she suddenly opened up with me about something she doesn't wanna talk about to others even with her friends.

I was just astound. I mean we aren't even close yet,but she already told me some things that she kept all to herself,maybe she was just waiting for someone whom she can share stuffs with flawlessly.