Cory's POV
When I looked in the mirror, my face brightened. I looked amazing. As I turned around my boyfriend came in, in a daze.
"You look amazing Cory," he said almost breathless. I smiled coyly to myself. I can't believe I had silenced him. Yes!
"Thanks Jason," I said, smiling in adoration at him. He was sweet and everyone in school found out who I was because I was dating him. At Rivera High School in Florida, I was the Queen Bee. I was the rule maker and my mom was the Principal while my dad was the vice principal.
Jason smiled sadly at me as I gave him a questioning look. What is going on? I thought to myself.
"Cory, you know that I love you," he stated. My face drained of color because I knew what he was about to say. "But we can't date anymore. I need to focus on school and I feel like we are both falling for the wrong person. We shouldn't be together."
"What do you mean Jason? I've done everything I can to please you. I thought we had plans. I thought we were both gonna go to Brown together. I worked my ass off to get where I am," I stumbled out, my voice cracking with every word I said.
He looked sad, but left. As the tears slowly trickled down my cheeks, I thought that I was ugly. I was a loser now. I loved him. I still do. We were gonna go to college together, get married, and have a beautiful family.
I guess things change.
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Still Cory's POV
As I walked into the party, I had a fake smile on my face. I was torn on the inside, but I wasn't gonna let that show. I had to stay strong.
I went to the kitchen, ready to get drunk off my ass. As I downed my first drink, a tall guy came up to me. "Wanna take this to a more private area," he slurred huskily into my ear.
I cringed and said, "fuck off bastard."
He looked surprised, but stumbled away.
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Still Cory's POV
Seven full bottles of Vodka and Coke later, I stumbled into the living room/dance floor. I grabbed a random person and started to dance, more like grind, on them. I started to get into the dance when I was pulled off of him by a strong manly hand. I turned around and tensed up.
Why is he here? Hasn't he done enough damage?
Jason glared at the guy and tightened hi grip on my arm, I winced in pain. Jason looked at me and his eyes softened. Being in his arms again made me miss him, his touch. Then I remembered why I missed it, because his sorry ass dumped me.
"What the hell are you touching me for? We are done, it's over amigo. You said bye an dyou're back again. You can't just break up with me and then take away my fun. You don't own me mister," I yelled at him over the music. I was furious. He can't just waltz back in here and plead for forgivenes. He also can't make me stay away from somebody else. And he sure as hell can't get jealous. He can't do that. He can't mess with my feelings.
He smiled apologetically at me. I saw guilt flash through his eyes. I almost forgave him. Almost.
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Cory's POV
I stumbled in the doorway at three am and heard screaming.
"Sadie you can't just do that. I can't believe you just did that," my fathers strangled voice yells at my mom.
"I didn't Rob.I kept taking the pills and then I ran out. Don't you want another kid?" my mom asked heart broken. Her voice cracking whenever she talked.
"Sadie, we needed to talk about this, but again, you blew me off for that stupid child," he screamed fiercely.
"Don't ever say that about her Rob. You know that we both wanted her. You shut up or I'll smack you," my mom threatened as I snuck to the kitchen doorway.
"Sadie, you know that I didn't want a kid at all. When we got married I thought you didn't want kids either, but I guess I was wrong," my dad said, sounding defeated.
As I appeared in the doorway, neither one noticed me, too into their conversation.
I squeaked a little, letting them know that I was standing right there. I looked at my dad appalled. He said he didn't want me?
"You listen to me dad. I thought you loved me. I thought I was your baby girl that you were proud of, but I guess I was dead wrong. I tried for so long to make you look at me like you were proud. You know how much I regret ever trying. I woke up this morning and showed that I cared for you, did I not?" I said low and venomously. As he tried to interject ,I held my hand up. "I'm done trying. Congratulations dad, is this what you wanted? For me to know that you can't stand the sight of me. I feel like such a big ,mistake in your eyes. And that's all I'll ever be, is a big, fat, ugly mistake. You were the one that messed up, not me." I ended with so much fury that he just stood there. Hurt evident in his eyes. I didn't care anymore. Nothing matters anymore.
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A/N
Hey people, I am so happy that I'm writing this.
I want to thank ever-
NAH, JK. I hope you like this story. This was sort of a flash back.
