She lays awake, looking out into the cold darkness of the night... she is alone... Alone... that's what she felt. Words filled her head, like a river into an ocean. A tear fell down. How could i be so dumb? She thought. How could i not see the truth? How could i not have seen it coming? Another tear runs down. How could I be so stupid, as to fall in love? She thought... that word. Love. It changed her. Had she not seen it coming. The fool, awaiting to see her crumble. She is broken, shattered... she doesn't want to feel the pain anymore. Not the heart ache, or the mental ache... she was sick of it.
Until....one day she walks through the door of a school. No, not her school. A school were she has never been. In her mind she wasn't ready to date, so at this point it wasn't a big thing to check out guys. Until she was walking and glanced back at a young boy her age. He was at the other side of the gym. She tried everything to at least speak to him. It seemed to her that her cousin, and him were friends. Well that helps, she say in her head. She hung out with her cousin that in tire day, just to get close to him. In the back of her head she knew this was wrong. She promised to never fall for another person... but how could she not fall for him, his eyes were dreamy, like when she looked into them her heart skipped. She couldn't believe what she was about to do.. she was about to fall back in love.
They talk all day. Yet they didn't go to the same school, she was able to text him any time she needed or wanted. As the days past, they got closer and closer. Her pain was going away. Yet she was to young to know what love was. She found out what it felt like to care for someone.
